Around 3 in the morning, Iām usually doing one of a few things, either studying, coding, creating some content, or if Iām too bored, just watching movies or random series. Honestly, Iām a pretty nocturnal person. I actually enjoy staying up late and getting things done when the worldās asleep. It just hits different.
But every now and then, when everything starts feeling a bit too much, when I hit that saturation point, I stop. I shut off all the screens, turn off the lights, and just sit in silence. Thatās when my mind really starts wandering.
I start thinking about life, about how far Iāve come. Iām stepping into my final year of college now. After this, itās job, responsibilities, real-life stuff. Iām no longer that kid who could spend an entire day gaming, living carefree on my parentsā money. Now Iāll have to earn my own, live on it, and figure it out on my own.
Back then, life was simple, school, tuition, a little fun, games, friends, and then sleep. There wasnāt much to stress about. Now itās all about internships, placements, CGPA, relationships. During exams, there are nights when I donāt even sleep, we pull all-nighters. Not ideal for health (not recommending it, btw), but yeah, it happens.
Still, every phase of life has its own kind of beauty. Back then, we didnāt have the freedom to do everything. But now? Now we can do whatever we want. No one stopping us. Thatās the part of adulthood I genuinely like, you get to design your own life.
But man, childhood had its own magic too.
And somewhere in those thoughts, I slowly fall asleep. Peacefully.
Adios.